“I’m not in hell now. The things that stick with all of us the most are the darker times, the more traumatic times," she said yesterday during a TV interview.
"Those are some of the points I remember the most. I didn’t know how to communicate my emotions.
“I was very ashamed of the way I felt. I had a very privileged upbringing, I was very lucky, I went to an amazing school.”
She added: "And then the guilt of feeling that way and not being able to tell anyone because I shouldn’t feel that way and I shouldn’t feel bad. It’s the guilt."
She said that things got so bad during her formative years that she "didn't want to live anymore".
“I hated feeling depressed, I hated feeling. I was very good at disassociating from emotion completely. And all the time I was second-guessing myself, saying something and then hating myself for saying it. I didn’t understand what was happening apart from the fact that I didn’t want to be alive anymore."
“Being a teenager can feel like you’re on a rollercoaster to hell, that’s what it honestly felt like to me – but you can get through it
“Time moves on, feelings pass, it does get better.”

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— Cara Delevingne (@Caradelevingne) October 10, 2017